I'm buying tickets for a gig, clicking through the various screens like I used to do, in the before times. It feels surreal, the imagining of a crowded room, the floor sticky with spilled beer, and the smell of sweat and perfume. This past year I have learned not to expect anything, yet I am … [Read more...] about Any Spare Tickets?
Self Acceptance
The Orange
I'm making Cornetti, grating orange zest, and adding it to the dough. While I do so the children are arguing about which way up the forks and knives have to go in the dishwasher cutlery basket. My daughter says that the only reason she doesn't load the dishwasher is that my son complains that … [Read more...] about The Orange
Everything You Believe Is Probably Wrong
I'm telling a client that trying to breathe deeply while he's having a panic attack is a bad idea because one of panicking's best features is the ability to convince you that you cannot breathe. I tell him, "Just try reminding yourself that even though you're sure you're about to have a heart … [Read more...] about Everything You Believe Is Probably Wrong
Inside Out
We're watching "Inside Out", a Pixar animation about Riley, a young girl, and her unsettled emotions after a family move from her beloved Minnesota home to a new life in San Francisco. It sounds suspiciously like a busman's holiday and I'm not at all sure I'm going to get anything from … [Read more...] about Inside Out
Trying To Escape From Social Media
I'm trying to delete my social media accounts but it turns out that it isn't as straightforward as you'd think. Like Donald Trump, freed this week from the responsibility to censure himself, I'm finding it hard to let go. I've considered that it might be symptomatic of something deeper. A … [Read more...] about Trying To Escape From Social Media